Too much time have passed...

When I seen behind my way...

This was how it looks

after the first damage

just a some of healing

but it was just a cover

the scar that will hurt & bleed all time...

Now

a coldest mask

a unfeeling mask

a empty mask

When the heart looked so well

a few bonds were born

one of them become 

in another kind of pain

Could have been a curse?

a new spines covered everything

it has been hurt again

this time by himself...

When it got lost

just found eternal suffering

the bleeding just mean

the wish for be dead

Every try to kill himself

every time was for this thought

the image of that damn bond

how make disappear this suffering...

How will it make disappear this?

How could  it has given up this whole time?

25 yrs since the first scar.

15 yrs since the unclosed scar.

10 yrs since the gate of death was closed.

How looks the rest of this damn way?

The only way to still stand it, will be the prophecy.

A Test...

Damn Test!!!  

Well, 

finally the time for 

a tiny proof came... 

So,

 now just looking 

the guide 

for my road...

Soccer GK 1995/1998

Old playmate

Weno

después de 

seudo arreglar

la room...

Encontramos este

viejo compañero de

juego...

Vaya

ke si recuerda

una parte chafa

de akellos tiempos

1995-1998...

Lo importante

es recordar

todos los GC...

Además de

las dizke mejores

seudo-atajadas...

Y la seudo-razón para

no kolocarle el número "1"

al seudo-jersey

eso kedara así 

.....

A little place to be...

Home

Finally 

this old place 

has been fixed...

New furnitures
new things
same rom...

New paint
new darker color
old feelings...


Aunque ya
debo estar aquí
este no será otro
lugar al cual
deba colocar
 el sello que
existía 
en aquel otro
lugar...
called home.

No more Changes... No Dreams...

A pesar de ke aparentemente

se luce mejor tras un largo tiempo...

Solo se usa una mascara,

ke no hace notar lo lastimado

 ke te encentras...

When exists something that You believe

maybe something like faith,

You try to make something different...

But Your deeper inside always calls

- You'll never could forget about Me -

Always I have to use a mask...
Could be exists something kind again???

Ya ke este brazalete auriko
esta mostrando una vez más su calidez
Se mantendrá todo
por un instante más...


SOLO
I
CAN
SAY
THAT:
"NO MORE CHANGES, NO DREAMS... I WON'T INVOCATE YOU" 

Separate Suffering Bond...

Aún kuando veo 

akeyo a través de mis ojos

(ke ya estan ambos cegados) 

no podre hacer nada más, 

ya ke ese vínculo

 no esta anclado más dentro de mi... 

Lo ke podría mantener 

por respeto a ese tipo de lazo,

 la restricción de oscuridad 

hacia este vínculo... 

Solo por un momento 

y por los recuerdos, 

evitaré ke 

la mayor intensidad de oscuridad le alcance; 

"Our both roles on our own stories are done." 

Es lo ke decidí hacer por tí, 

posible ultimo vínculo importante.

Kuby finalizada

KUBY FINALIZADA

Finalmente

la kuby

denominada

SnowFlake

está finalizada.

Snow Flake

Núcleo:

 Azul Claro & Azul Turquesa

Cobertura del núcleo:

Azul Rey & Azul Cielo

Forma finalizada:

Azul Cobalto & Cyan

Cobertura Final:

Negro.

Estrella Extendida

Contorno 1:

Café Oscuro & Café Claro / Morado & Verde

Base Pikos:

 Guinda & Rosa MX / Verde Oscuro & Verde Limón

Base Pikos 2:

Rojo & Naranja /  Gris & Lila

Pikos:

Dorado Oscuro & Rosa Pálido / Amarillo Canario & Blanko

Pikos Exteriores:

Salmón & Durazno / Amarillo Limón & Dorado Claro

Cobertura Final:

Negro.

Almost Complete

Ya se 

ha cumplido

lo de

terminar

la implementacion

de las

3 drugs

en el

body...

Y

la ruptura

del sello

en el lugar

called HOME...

Finalmente

tras 

6 años

My 

Darkest Shadow

se unifica

otra vez...

Ahora solo resta

esperar

para ke

se kumpla

la parte final

de la

premonición

acerca

de lo ke

okurrirá

al cierre de este

año...

Solo

kon la diferencia

ke

no estaremos 

del lado 

de la LUZ...

Last Step...

Ya solo falta kolokar

la 2a parte del color negro

y finalizamos

la construcción

de la kuby

"snowflake"

Vaya si costo

un trabajal

hacer esto...

pero

se cumplió

con el tiempo limite

Almost Done

Ya casi llegamos 

a la parte final

de la elaboración 

de esta kuby...

Como he de mencionar

ésta representará el final

de la influencia sobre mí

de aquel mensaje divino

y 

la energía ke trajo consigo...

Solo recalcar ke la decisión 

ke se tomó en el 2k3

se mantiene firme...

Aunke mientras

siga aki

el rol ke me otorgó

mi destino

seguirá cumpliéndose

en proporción a

la petición rekerida...

Naksel

will be awake soon

and with him

once again

his will...

Unexpected Awakening

The facts that happened

were a unthought fate

& the necessity of

a sudden awakening...

Naksel

has to be awake

even if was a little...

His aura

that is 

completly diferent

to mine

cuz the

original feeling

exist in him

DARKNESS.

Even

it wasn't

a complete awakening

his darkest aura

was ebough to

rebuild the

essential barrier...

Right now

after those facts

is urgence necesary

broken the seal

that maintains my

darkest shadow

in home

and make it

go back to me.

Next time for

a facts like these

NAKSEL

maybe 

be completly awake

showing

the darker seal....

New Curse???

Mi aura 

después de lo conocido 

comenzó a reskebrajarse, 

tal efecto tuvo...

Tal jue el caso 

ke alguien me pudo percibir... 

Cuando eso no debería ocurrir...

Now more than ever 

since 15 years 

my darkest shadow 

needs to go back 

inside me...

Damn Heart!!! 

Damn Beating!!! 

Damn Curse!!!

Curse!!! 

Mmm, for that is necesary

 a life to change the curse... 

Bye my heart & soul.

Why Happens This Right Know

Unfortunately, 

this eclipse reminds me 

the prophecy that I met, 

when I was in a darkest prison...

Obviously, 

just focus that part of the prophecy

that concerns to a special human being... 

Should I intervene in that history now???

This decision 

could make me change my dying mind... 

but I'll need some kind of LIGHT, 

something that I haven't anymore. 

What I should do???

What I should do??? 

The thought in my dying mind suggests: 

To use a new dark seal...

But 

this could be something wrong, 

cuz that human being 

could be fall in darkness... 

But It that I know hurts so much...

And 

the tinier part of 

my ALIVE HEART

wish something, 

like something that happened before...

Once again just 

I can change the darkness 

that grows up inside 

that special human being, 

for a real part of my LIGHT.

Even again 

I feel weakest than ever before... 

Life once again no belong to me. 

Sacred Lady 

you meet me better than myself...

Please, 

allow me that 

this wish can be real. 

Even if happens 

something dark to Me.

Couple of songs for awhile...

Powerless

Living Things

Linkin Park

You hid your skeletons when I had shown you mine 

You woke the devil that I thought you'd left behind 

I saw the evidence, the crimson soaking through 

Ten thousand promises, ten thousand ways to lose 

And you held it all but you were careless to let it fall

You held it all and I was by your side, powerless

I watched you fall apart and chased you to the end. 

I'm left with emptiness that words can not defend 

You'll never know what I became because of you 

Ten thousand promises, ten thousand ways to lose 

And you held it all but you were careless to let it fall 

You held it all and I was by your side, powerless 

And you held it all but you were careless to let it fall 

You held it all and I was by your side, powerless

Powerless

Powerless

I'll Be Gone
Living Things
Linkin Park

Like shining oil this night is dripping down
Stars are slipping down
Glistening
An I'm trying not to think what I'm leaving now
No deceiving now
It's time you let me know
Let me know

When the lights go out and we open our eyes
Our there in the silence I'll be gone
I'll be gone
Let the sun fade out and another one rise
Climbing through tomorrow I'll be gone
I'll be gone

This air between us is getting thinner now
Into winter now
Bittersweet
And'cross that horizon this sun is getting down
You're forgetting now
It's time you let me go
Let me go

When the lights go out and we open our eyes
Our there in the silence I'll be gone
I'll be gone
Let the sun fade out and another one rise
Climbing through tomorrow I'll be gone
I'll be gone

And tell them I couldn't help myself
And tell them I was alone
Oh tell me I am the only one
And there's nothing that can stop me

When the lights go out and we open our eyes
Our there in the silence I'll be gone
I'll be gone
Let the sun fade out and another one rise
Climbing through tomorrow I'll be gone
I'll be gone
I'll be gone

My new discs

Ayer por la tarde

finalmente

conseguimos

estos

3 álbumes

"Living Thing" by Linkin Park

"Overexposed" by Maroon 5

&

"Strangeland" by Keane

Such Great Musik!!!

Final colored

Asi deberia kedar la kuby

basándome en la ultima kuby

elaborada

se toma la desicion

de cambiar el acabado

a este tipo de perspectiva.

Final Kuby Version 3

El bozkejo final

en su tercera versión

para la

última kuby.

Otra aproximación

para hacerla 

una realidad...

Linkin Park - BURN IT DOWN (Official Music Video)

El video del primer single de "Living Things" -Burn It Down -

15 years have passed since...

15 years ago... 

The day begun 

with a decision 

with fear... 

What way had 

to follow?

15 years ago... 

The choice was taken, 

darkest side 

shown a little 

of him. 

Finally that 

feeling 

burned high.

15 years ago... 

Everything around 

finally turn into gray, 

death' messenger came... 

A part of destiny 

was seal forever.

15 years ago... 

The darkest & lonely night, 

following 

the road to death. 

Nowhere to go 

& nowhere to stand.

15 years ago... 

Waiting the sunrise, 

teardrops, 

blinding, 

pain, 

loneliness 

& fear... 

Dying???

15 years ago... 

Some bets have 

to be paid, 

another bets 

have to be collected...

15 years ago... 

After 

a darker day, 

the time for 

let everything 

is now.

15 years ago... 

Walking in the road 

in front the beach, 

it could be 

the last time 

to see the sunset... 

Everything goes darker.

15 years ago... 

The right words, 

kind speech, 

strange feeling, 

someone who to believe... 

A reason for not die.

15 years ago... 

An unbeliever moment 

after sunset, 

a doubt appears inside. 

Could be possible 

believe in something 

that hasn't happened yet?

15 years ago... 

Doubt! Just one thing to do... 

An hurt, weak and fragile heart; 

a new scar for a greater hurt... 

Cutting a heart into 2.

15 years ago... 

Separated both sides... 

One of them like a sanctuary 

who protects an light. 

The light of a 

new shiny fire in my life.

15 years ago... 

Just to You: I promise, 

I'll never Give up. 

Hoping a sign that 

You made me wait. 

Wishing I Move on. 

Not Dead; still ALIVE.

15 years ago... 

This three days 

shown what kind 

of real feelings 

could exist. 

Just someone 

very special can reach 

the real inside You.

15 years ago... 

I promise never forget this thought, 

this feeling, this memory... PGS