Just something...

Even if a little time has gone... 
Those memories 
unfortunately live inside;
why I just still feel 
pain & hurt by them...

Why in the moment, 

when once again, 

I started to walking 

in a kindness way... 

Just a little doubt 

broke everything around 

like a mirror.

Why once again 
it was like a ilussion? 
Maybe once again was 
my own destiny, 
who said me... 
The reason 
cuz never will be 
in that reality.

I have understood

 the reason because 

I've lived on this way... 

But when I think

 if I could be

 a little selfish, 

could have been diferent?

Even everything that 
it was gone, 
It was let, 
it was lived... 
Happened by this way, 
no exist enough reasons 
neither regrets 
to denied all.

While I'm here, 

I chose to keep 

my own way to be. 

Both sides of Me, 

the inexistence & 

the fake armony.

My only way 

for looking...