A New.... Reminder

Once again...

I'll make something

that it's a reminder

for something

that happen

many years ago...

Since those days

the fact from that time

how I was facing myself 

how I would change a fact

how I ran away

& how I was wounded

& how I have to live...

A HEART INSIDE HAS BEEN BROKEN, 

IT'S NOW DIVIDED BY 2 SIDES... LIGHT & DARKNESS

A reminding time

Un nuevo momento para recordar 

aquellos días en que parecía

 que mi percepción del exterior 

fue equivocada...

La cuenta de todo este tiempo

5899 días desde

el momento en que

comenzó todo...

Los 456 días

que transcurrieron

para aceptar una realidad...

Aquello que no creía existir...

Aquello que nunca creí que pasaría...

Aquello que rompió un cristal de oscuridad...

¡Un Lazo que Si Logró Alcanzarme!

New April...

So many years have happened 

since those days when I thought that 

finally I had found the right way in life...

Those unknown sensations 

that 

I met for first time...

When I followed 

what 

those essences said me...

When the balance was broken

 and a special fact fixed It...

When the choice was taken 

and every bond never will be seen 

same from the begining...

When I learned 

that just matters one thing...

Just:

If could reach me 

even when I'm prisioner 

behind dark walls, 

that means everything in all.

Something  to BELIEVE!!!

MEMORY TO CARE & KEEP INSIDE

Lets try this…

Well this will be the next kuby…

It’s a new version from a previous one made in August’2011

Just with a little differences & colors

And how looks to the end…

Version 2.0

Version 2.1

Vension 2.2

Thoughts to replace...

Una vez más 
se tiene esta percepción,
que algo trata de
alcanzar mi interior...

Por qué ahora

un simple pensamiento,

de algo que no pasó

fluye aquí dentro...

Cada vez

se puede ver,

un lugar diferente

un ambiente cambiante...

Cada vez
ese rostro,
como si tratase
de observar, 
encontrar
y sentir,
este interior...

Siempre tratando

cada instante,

penetrar más

y más a través,

de las barreras

impuestas...

Pareciera

una invasión,

rompiendo

cada muro,

impuesto...

Cada pensamiento

deja una marca

de acercamiento,

una foto

un recuerdo... 

Siempre contemplando
que quizá,
se algo impuesto,
que en el mundo
inmaterial
nos debamos
de encontrar...

Debo seguir

creyendo que,

solo existe

una razón,

que contempla

este ambiente

cambiante...

Solo espero

deseo y anhelo,

que si llegase

a cumplir,

el final de

este acontecer...

Los que intervienen

en estos pensamientos,

den cabida

a aquello que cada

uno siga... 

Buscando,

encontrando,

sintiendo,

realizarlo,

y jamás olvidarlo.

Trying to Following this New Road...

The first sign on the road

of my own prophecy

just means that

this began...

Just exist 4 signs more

every one will do

many changes

to inside & outside...

Won't have to worry

about next one

just still walking

on the road...

Now

just I need

recover for awhile

the dark version

of my senses...

Now 

this will be

how

I want to

continue...

Too much time have passed...

When I seen behind my way...

This was how it looks

after the first damage

just a some of healing

but it was just a cover

the scar that will hurt & bleed all time...

Now

a coldest mask

a unfeeling mask

a empty mask

When the heart looked so well

a few bonds were born

one of them become 

in another kind of pain

Could have been a curse?

a new spines covered everything

it has been hurt again

this time by himself...

When it got lost

just found eternal suffering

the bleeding just mean

the wish for be dead

Every try to kill himself

every time was for this thought

the image of that damn bond

how make disappear this suffering...

How will it make disappear this?

How could  it has given up this whole time?

25 yrs since the first scar.

15 yrs since the unclosed scar.

10 yrs since the gate of death was closed.

How looks the rest of this damn way?

The only way to still stand it, will be the prophecy.